Do you think you can fool me? Because you think I don't know? Perhaps you are forgetting that I am a human too, I have a mind and I have emotions, I know how we work.
Give me a fucking break.... You should know, deep inside, why this happened, how you fell into it. If you deny, you will never be able to even begin working against it.
You wanted, you desired it, and you played with it in your mind so it growed, and it outgrowed your will to resist it.