Entry No. IFORGETSOITS5NOWKTNXBYE

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It's been a while since I last made an update, but I've got two jobs now. One's at a nursing home with unsteady hours and relatively decent pay, another's in a retail job with more hours and minimum wage. The past month or so has been pretty rough, since I've worked almost every day without much of a chance to properly rest.

I think I've gotten pretty attached to this guy I'm always talking to online; he was interested in me when we started college, but it didn't last long. We've both graduated, but he lives pretty far away, across the country even; this was the major reason that things didn't really work out in the past. I don't think I'll really get anywhere with him, but I guess I'm lonely and desperate. Or maybe I like him? Who knows. Honestly, my goal right now is to get the heck out of the area I'm living in right now, so if ever asks me to move near him, I wouldn't be able to stop myself from saying "SURE WHEN?". In fact, I've pretty much said it already.

Or maybe I should try looking for a date here? I don't have any faith in the guys around here, though...