This is not an issue of race to begin with ;)
I just pointed it out though.

I can't move nowhere, cause for this you need money......
So i will stay a hikki and a Neet......until the day when my parents will kickme out. Then either i will end it my self or i will end up as an beggar.....-.-

When i first watched NHK i few weeks ago, i really realized thath i am a "dame ningen", a failure of human, i am just exactly like Satou-kun, except the fact, that he is very sharpminded and intelligent....

Without Misaki, he would have been still staying at his room almost all the time, until his parents wouldn't support him any longer...then he will either kill himself off or end up being more pathethic.

I mean, i hate reality! Why there is ANYONE like Misaki-chan?
Damn it, i feel like crying now.......tomorrow is the same thing........:

-stand up, go to the bathroom
-eat something
-go to the PC allday, (eventually watch TV)
-go bed..

And it will keep repeating and repeating........

Well anyways thanks for your advices and posts ;)

On 4Chan.org the people there are very rude -.-