I'm sorry. I basically just want to rant and scream and cry about this. It sounds so emo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Ugly, ugly, ugly. I feel so hideous. I feel like everyone else is so damn pretty or handsome, and I'm ugly and frumpy and disgusting. I don't think I'll ever feel good about myself until I can finally stop photoshopping all my pictures so my acne isn't visible and I look thinner. God. I hate this. I feel so ugly and ungraceful, so inferior to everyone else. Normally I can find beauty in anyone. I can pick out the pretty bits of someone's face and keep them in mind, and ignore the ugly bits, but with my own face...I can't.
It's getting to the point when I hate looking in the mirror, because I look awful. I get scared of people looking directly at me, as well- I keep covering my face with my hair and looking away. It's awful.
I feel like a fucking ugly freak.
Normally I'd troll a thread like this because they're usually started by attention seeking teenage girls who are pretty and know it. But I believe you are being genuine by the way I can sort of relate to your feelings. I hate people looking at my face directly, and can never hold eye contact for very long. I'm always thinking that they're thinking about how ugly I am in their heads, what a crap sense of style I have...did I put too much deoderant? Not enough? Something on my face? My self consciousness has meant I've been a very shy person all my life. Despite all my friends telling me that I'm cute, or the handful of guys who've asked me out (and been rejected), it's something I've only started getting over recently. I still hate looking at myself in the mirror, but I now have a "make the best with what you got" approach. You may not be able to change your look, but it is your lack of self confidence that is most destructive. The best remedy is to meet lots of people. Let your guard drop, and you'll see that the more you talk to other people without thinking about what they think about you, the more you'll like yourself. Don't be afraid to approach people and chat, and you'll be known for more than you looks.
the way you physically look is actually a manifestion of your mental self-image. reality can be manipulated by your thoughts. think beautiful, act beautiful, be beautiful. stress and hatrid only make your image worse. you simply have to ask yourself, "do i want to be beautiful?" if so, then determine precisely those things that cause otherwise and use your logic to either restrict and contain, or completely eliminate them altogether. make a starting point and move forward, else remain in your sorrowful state.
Oi~ I know exactly how 1 and 2 feel man... I mean I grew up with like really popular friends... People that are considered really good looking. So man I think i grew an inferiority complex or something and since like 6th grade I felt really ugly... and it only got worse when I started puberty. :(
how do you grow an inferiority complex when you're in 6th grade. you don't really start socializing until about 3rd or 4th grade, that leaves about 2 years of growing up.
to the op, if you are male, there are things you can do to improve your situation. you clearly care about what other people think of you. go to a good hair salon in your area, like a 50 dollar one, not the 10 dollars ones, and ask them what they think should be done. why im startng with your hair? because you said you cover your face with it, so it must be long. not many people can pull off the long face covering hair look, so it might not be suitable on you. make sure your barber speaks english and seems to know what looks good, and not the bowl hair style they give their 6 year old korean kid. actually, after reading this over, it applies to females too. too many times have i seen a female and said, that hair could look so much better.
oh and try not to think too much about how you look. like you said, it clouds your thoughts with what should be filled with ideas for meaningful conversation.
i feel like im so ugly .... i hate it it makes me so sad i just .. hate it .. ppl tell me im pretty but i dont think i am i just want 2 hide from everybody ... i have a lil bit of acne and oily skin on my for head& nose i hate it no matter how hard i try 2 get rid of it it just doesnt go away.... i cant really look ppl in the eye cause i feel weird.. im always quite and have my head down... during school...
with acne, you can see a doc and they can help you fix that. as for looking thinner, you can do something about that as well. there are things you can do. go do them!
i dont want 2 look thinner ....
I used to get told I was ugly all the time in school but now that I am out of school I get hit on all the time and people tell me I should be a model etc. So please don't listen to anybody who says otherwise.
if people think you are ugly, ignore them, because when your not ugly anymore in your adult years, and they are, just laugh at their faces and say, "who's ugly now!?". well, don't say that... that would just lead to a serious situation then... but people actually change from teen to adulthood. Ugly now, sexy after and vice versa. just don't worry. being depressed over being ugly won't do any good, and will ruin your self-esteem. it's just what life is.
Too bad I can't show you my face. That'd cheer you up guaranteed.
And your self-esteem doesn't seem that critical. I mean, you're taking pictures of yourself and putting them on the computer.
But actually I sort of otherwise relate to your post.
im so ugly my weight is 117lbs and im so freaking fat!! i hate it so bad, im not anorexic but anyway im so freaking fat
>>15
117lbs...that's like 50 something kilos? Sounds average if you're 160-ish cm tall..
I'm willing to bet those who said they were ugly are actually the opposite.
I hope so. I'd rather the problem be psychological than physical.
It's just the original poster was moping about ugliness, but still has enough self esteem to edit himself in Photoshop. He doesn't mind not just looking at the photos, but doctoring them around. But maybe that's just an obsessive-compulsive thing - trying to fix the photos rather than just not look at them.
>>18
Wait, wait. So OP's a he?
This is a quote taken from one of her/his posts..
>>Now, in their eyes, I'm not just The Goth Chick, I'm The Mentally Disturbed Goth Chick, and I get bullied even more.
But if you've seen his pictures then..
Oops. I noticed that before posting but forgot to change it. orz
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH YOUR FAT!
your probably not an 'ugly freak', your looks doesn't meet the standard you place on yourself and you just happen to have high standards. don't force urself to dress a certain way to 'belong' with a group, start dressing the way you want to and gain a little bit more self esteem (boosting up endorphins and just basically coming in terms with what you got). |~.~|
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>>21 is troll
He lives in mother's basement
stuffing mouth with food
What does fap mean?
Aaaahh... that load had to go. :D
What's with the fapping? This thread is about ugliness.
were 33-34 all fappers?
>1
if anyone calls you ugly, make THEM ugly as well.
as most people say, "if you can't join them, burn their faces"
ok.. maybe i made that one up but you get the point.
i pooed on your sis
>>50 I has eated the poop after I cum on it. Tasty poop.
>>18
I can relate to >>1 actually and the whole point of us Photoshopping ourselves is so we can have fun posting pictures of ourselves without thinking we're hideous looking. Sure, even without acne I'd look pretty eh, but the whole point is being able to post pictures of yourself and enjoy it.
I think most people who think they're pretty bad looking and have lots of acne blame the acne because it's just so prevalent and a real killer.