>>16
if by cosmopolitan you mean a country ruled by crazy the Legalist Chinese majority which is like, what, 95% of the population right?

>>17
Wishing Misaki exists won't help, read the manga where Misaki shows her true intentions. Finish the anime as well, it's Satou's hunger that kept him alive in the end.

About daily routine, I think it's almost the same for everyone else not just hikkis, it's just that people are too busy with something like school or work to realize how routine their lives are. For most people, just add some extra activities like college, sports or work to the list and you'll see that everyone goes through the same shit everyday. It's sad in a way but that's how life is.

Anyhow, if you finally have some kind of self realization a few years later, try not to regret about the time wasted. The least you could do now is at least pick up something new to learn. It's easily done on the internet anyway, just doubletask while you're on the PC.

and don't bother asking 4chan unless you're trying to troll with hikki posts.