If i would ever meet a beautiful and nice woman, (which by definiion doesn't exist in the reality, cause the perfect girls/women are in mangas/animes :( ), i would never forgive myself for making her feel uncomfortable and mooching her off.
It is enough that i leech from my parents :( .
Too leech a beautiful woman, no way, i would rather die from starving, than hurting her.
xD, when i always read a manga or watch an anime i would go crazy and become very very angry when a beautiful girl/woman is going about to be hurt. I just can't take it.
Then i imagine/dream thath i can go into the manga/anime and resolve the misery the girl/woman is being in.
Hahaha i know i know, i am quite pathethic .... :(