>>80 thanks for your encouraging post ;)
>"If you just see the suffering of the world on a large scale, of course you'll get discouraged."
I know this, but should you live blind-folded?
Perhaps i just want to be "perfect", therefore the need of changing my DNA, the construction plan, to be able to become someone/something powerful enough like a GOD to change the current world completely!
And also it is the nature of anything/anyone to seek for perfection.
(Anyways i will check out this board again in 2-3hours.
Need to eat something and need to watch some new animes^^)