>>85 When you can have a girlfriend as attractive and beautiful like a girl/woman in a manga/anime, why not?
If not than i don't need one though ;)
>"Most attractive girls are not interested in anime/manga. It is viewed at as a geeky/dorky hobby which it is in a way".
This is the other problem xD^^. Even if there was someone in the world like in my dreams, imagination, why would she choose ME to begin with?
SO to sum it up, i will stay the rest of my life as a loner.
However this not that big problem, since all my life long I have been a loner.
Then we, atleast I, want to change it to be perfect for everyone!
Cause one's happieness is mostly the reason for someone to be unhappy ;(.
(SOrry, i don't have enough intelligence to express myself better)
For example all the great monuments in the world, we admire, were build up by people who were enslaved or were forced to do so. So in many cases the happieness of someone equals the same amount of unhappieness for someone else.
If I got the option, the possibility to change the world, all the people to be happy, i will take all the pain, everything negative to equal the the happieness of all people in the world!
Yeah you guess it right, if i could do this, i would be something or someone like god!
Other thing one can do, if someone who has the intelligenge and the power, is changing THE GENES of all people, so that they won't feel any hatred or other negative feelings.
However you can only declare somthing as positive, as long you know what negative is.
Perhaps it is the destiny for humankind to suffer, in order to be a human-being.
HOWEVER those who GOT THE POWER AND ABILITES TO CHANGE, mostly don't do anything since they are already happy.
Those who suffer and are unhappy don't have the power nor the abilities to change anything.
It is like a freaking maze.
Another option in my view is somthing like THE MATRIX.
Happieness is something mind,soul-related.
If we would able to transfer our mind,soul into an alternate world(s), then everyone would be enabled to seek their own happieness.
The people's actual bodies would be maintained by a network of roboters.
Yeah, right, say i am crazy.
However, now we don't have the technology nor the knowledge how to bulid up something like that.
The last one would be, if all people in the world vanish at the same time.
So to speak, they will be extinguished without them having the time they will actually disappear ;)
Well what do i say? In the end i can't do anything big.
This a matter of fact.
( i mean, i even can't earn some money, quite pathethic.
Perhaps i should die painfully by starving to death as a homeless guy).
Therefore there is no actual reason for me to stay alive.
Yeah you guys will say now, that i am a lunatic, an idiot etc. etc.
Say what you want, if it makes you feel happy ;)
Perhaps i should go to a psychiatry and let them brainwash me!
Just go to work for an ordinary job, going for some hobbies, becoming old and die one day........
However this wouldn't be ME then. At the point of time they "brainwash" me it is also the date of MY DEATH!
not the physically one, but the death of my soul/spirit.