Hey, 2x dude from earlier in the thread. I don't remember the exact twenty it was and as the thread was deleted... well nevermind.
I'm sorry for you Thunder... I hope your last shot gives something, I really do. But if nothing happens, I think you must prepare yourself to move on; and before you start getting all anxious again, I must tell you something; move on with a huge smile on your face. Don't let that get you down. Instead, use all that disappointment and frustration and channel it as a strenght, okay?
Oh, and I hope you'll still hang out around here whatever happens. You're kinda the cheerful type and give out good advice. Well sometimes at least :p