Thank you guys, for you posts :)
I mean then i can go buy some drugs myself to help me go into another mood or beginn with Alcohol?^^
Yeah i have been always this way since i was a child, that is just me.
But i am not too stupid too know the facts about myself :(
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Well that is true about Misaki, i know this. But still, i want to see someonelike her..... :)
It is quite pathethic that someone's hunger keep one alive :(
Btw: My whole life is a waist :(
I mean my motto has always been : "Mess with the Best or DIE like the REST!"
I am not able to do it, i am just a failure of human.
I mean, i do not bother the fact, that i am a social idiot or whatever you like to call it.
But the fact thath i have low intelligence (compared to others), no skills, no strenght and will is just unforgivable.
I hate myself for this reason.